Thursday 27 September 2007

Edges of the Ego

Hello my friends. I woke up at 4:30 resisting writing (what else is new) and now am so happy to have it. Amazing how it applies to everyone equally.Dah i guess cause we're all One.

I"m SO EXCITED because i GOT my true CALLING, my JOB DESCRIPTION in Life. Not just my purpose but also what i want to get paid for. I AM AN APPRECIATOR. Yep that's me. See it's a play on words too. I can help other appreciate (as in add value to) their lives. O.K. now we're talking.
Love to you. Hope this writing helps,
Appreciator Extrordinare.


Good morning beloved, we are, as always pleased to be focused in conscious communication.

All the edges of the ego are being smoothed away and there is a lessening of external resistance expressing itself. On the plane of personality this is all that can be hopped for, a whittling away of interference with "what is". More importantly, this all that is necessary for a life that is in service to Source and Its True Self.

Your mantra must be "Heaven is here now and no where else...ever". If it is not your experience, you are not focusing on what is real. Hell is here now and no where else...too. Your experience of either one lies in your unwavering commitment to choice. The miraculous quality of the mind is that it is capable of thinking only of one thing at a time. You are in control of that choice...and not much more.

If you stubborning insist that conditions change in order to realize your happiness , than that resistance to what is will keep you in hell here now. The contraction that comes from disappointment with your current experience then precludes the uplifted vibration necessary for change to occur. Literally, beloved, you must let go of hell and allow heaven here now. So simple, so profound, so practical, and yet seemingly so impossible for this planet.

The navigational mechanism that makes this journey from hell to heaven is found in feelings. Pay attention to the minds insistence of, or resistance to Existence. The heart holds the secret of surrender. Simply shift awareness away from the mind and into embracing the miracle of this moment. Absolute allowance of all that Is, as it Is, aligns your vibration with Source as Self. This is not a resignation, but rather a reorienting of reality through your non reactive responses.

Each time you consciously let go and let it be as it is, your egos edges are sanded down by the process of surrender. Then the next encounter you have with similar external conditions will no longer "catch" on the jagged corners created through your previous contractions and infantile tantrums. Without these edges you form a more seamless relationship with reality expressing as ISNESS.

Even though this is the simplest process imaginable, while in its throws it will be perceived by the ego as unbearably painful. Good, this is the purpose of pain, to wear away the edges of illusion. It is a humbling, solitary practice of sitting still and letting the distance between what IS and what is Wanted, literally eat away at your ego identity. Eventually, after enough of these emotionally charged exchanges occur, you find yourself. Free. You will have direct experience that all suffering is a simple misunderstanding of the mind believing itself to be who you truly are.

Here is a hint...
Gratitude is the gateway
that gets you...here,
where
I AM
all ways
waiting.

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

Dear Dorien,
Thank you so much for sharing this this beautiful reading with us today- You totally shifted my current state of being back to where it knows it should be! -Oh how easily we stray away from our true selves, thinking that we always should be doing something other than what we really truely want to be doing - being ourselves -I am now back to exactly where I'm supposed to be in heaven with my Ego truely defeated.

Love to you my teacher, mentor and best friend Jx

Dorien said...

Thank you my friend for the sweet words and recognition that these words actually have the power to shift consciousness. I am so happy to hear this! Sending you my love and the neverending light of the universe. Love dorien ( p.s. thanks for posting this on the website).

Anonymous said...

Hey Darling this is a great writing! I love it, love it. Oh those edges can be craggy! It is all very simple and yet the mind loves to make it very difficult. Indeed the mind and ego will try to make it impossible to find bliss. BLISS... Be Loving (what) Iss...

Thank you, thank you and keep them coming